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Thursday, September 10, 2009

Really quick...

I just wanted to quickly post to explain why I've been MIA. My stress and problems have ballooned to the point where I am overwhelmed. My ex has been causing a lot of problems, to where I may have to move again so he can't bother me and my children. The problems have escalated over the past two weeks, to where yesterday I came home from work to find that he had broke in my house and stolen everything of value. I am trying to get the police to assist me, but they treat me like crap and won't help me. FINALLY today I got the powers-that-be to give me an order of protection.

So basically my children and I have been bouncing around like we are on the underground railroad. I keep waiting and waiting for things to get better, but it seems like they keep getting worse.

I think about all of my "blog friends" all the time, but even with a laptop I do not always have internet access. And now they have a new rule at school that we can not use the Internet to get online for personal stuff, or we might get fired. That means no blogging from work, either.

I promise to try to get it together by next week. I have not gain or lost, so I guess that's good. Somedays I feel like I wanna eat all day, but then some days I don't want to eat at all.

I'm literally falling asleep as I type...

27 comments:

MoraPiggy said...

Your situation sounds very tough. I hope it gets better for you and your kids soon.

MochaTrina@Me So Hongry... said...

Keep your head up. I will keep you guys in prayers.

Shelley said...

I hate that you are having to deal with this again, Hollie. Know that I'm thinking about you and sending good thoughts your way - wish I could do more. Hang in there, sweetie.

Irene Robertson said...

Sorry you are going through this. Take care of you...don't worry about blogging. Make sure you and your children are safe.

Gigi said...

Oh Hollie, I'm so sorry you are in the middle of this and pray for you and your children. Please know I'll be thinking of you and hoping for the best.

Syl said...

you are in my thoughts, sorry you are going thru this!

Fat Daddy said...

I'm so sorry to hear that, Warrior girl. I noticed you weren't around, but you have bigger things on your plate than us in the blog world that's for sure.

I hope things improve...and quickly.

Keila said...

You are so brave and such an inspiration to me. Look at all that you have accomplished in such difficult circumstances. Stay strong, you can do it! We are all thinking of you.

Lori Ann said...

Sorry to hear about your ex stealing from you and your kids! Hope things get better soon!

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Jules said...

You shouldn't ahve to go thru this. I'm so sorry that you are. Just know that you are an amazing person and when you CAN get to us... we'll be here. If you ever need to talk, rant whatever... You know where to find me.

spunkysuzi said...

I'm so sorry you have to go through this. Sending positive thoughts your way!

HopeFool said...

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry.
I don't know what to say other than I will keep you in my prayers.

Retta said...

I'm sorry you are going through such horrible things! You're in my prayers!!!
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Paula Rodriguez said...

Hang in there. Reading your post took me back to the years when I left my ex-husband. I too remember him breaking into my house, stealing everything. Restraining order, etc. Geez. All this from someone who used to love me. sorry for the rant. Things will get better. Trust me.

Blah*Blog*GirL said...

Like everyone else I just wanted to offer you my support. Thinking about you and I will pray for you and your children's safety.

Josh said...

Very sorry to hear you are going through this. Keep fighting!!
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Kai said...

Don't give up so stay strong and motivated!

Margaret said...

I'm sorry to hear that you are going through this... I came across your blog last month, and loved everything about it. You are a beautiful person, honest & hardworking. You also sound very strong, you can get through this. It just doesn't seem fair that you have to go through sooo much $h@t in a lifetime! As much as I will miss your blogging, your family's safety is most important Take care Holly

Tim said...

Hollie, one thing many people love about you is how you share straight from the heart- without trying to look good or glossing over the ugly parts of life that just happen sometime.

Hope you feel the love from everyone. You WILL get through this.

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carla said...

thinking about you.

no pressure to blog for us :) just hope youre doing ok.

Lisa eats too much pizza said...

So sorry you are going through this!!!

John Bravo said...

I've been involved in a relationshi where the other person just doesn't get that it's over. It can be murder! Please, take all the time you need.

bbubblyb said...

I hope you're doing ok this week and that things have improved. Hang in there. *hugs*

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