Thursday, June 23, 2011

Unmotivated...

I have been avoiding my blog like the plague. Honestly.

In blog land, when a blogger doesn't post for a while, it usually means they have fallen off the weight-loss wagon. In my case, that's exactly what has happened.

I don't know why, either.

I joined Weight Watchers, and I don't think I made it to the two-week mark. I have been unmotivated.

I have tried to figure out why... but I don't really have an excuse.

Yes, I am tired. Toward the end of summer school last week, I could feel exhaustion setting in. We only had a 3-day break from the last day of school and the first day of summer school. Summer school was only 3 weeks long, but it still takes effort. Along with all the other stuff that I have to do.

Yes, I like to eat. I have been eating out WAY too much. And I have been eating WAY too much of the wrong foods.

Yes, I am lazy. In my spare time, I am lazy as hell. I don't want to go work out. And I haven't even been to to pool in a week or so. It's been rainy and cloudy for a week or so, and it's been no problem for me to stay in my room and Facebook or watch TV during my down time.

Yes, I know I have to get my butt in gear. I still have Weight Watchers for another 2 months or so. I have also thought about doing Isagenix again. Or low carb. Or Medifast. But all I know right now is that I have to do SOMETHING.

I have had a bad upset stomach since Sunday morning. At first I thought it was something I ate. Then I thought it must be a virus. But for four days? Maybe my body is telling me it's had enough bad food to last a lifetime and that I have to get back on track. I am just unmotivated. And I hate feeling this way.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Weight Watchers and Swimming

First off... I don't know what happened to my last blog post. Blogger has been having so many issues lately... but I know I have blogged since 5/19!

Life is finally slowing down and it's starting to feel like summer!

School was out on May 28, but I started teaching summer school on May 31. I will do summer school until June 17, so it's only 3 weeks. And the money is great for only 3 hours a day.

My birthday was great. I ate a lot, but didn't go too crazy. And I really enjoyed myself. It was worth taking a diet detour.

But now, it's back to business.

I am officially back on Weight Watcher's as of yesterday. My bff and I joined the online program together. I still plan on drastically reducing my carb intake (because I know it works), but I figured that Weight Watchers could definitely give me a tracking system and accountability. I mean, it's definitely worked for me in the past.

I have to admit that I like the new program. Having all fruits and veggies as zero points is great. It also looks like you are able to bank your activity points, too. All I know is that I am willing to give it my best shot this summer.

Another HUGE thing has happened that might help me with my weight loss. I am learning how to swim!

On Friday, my bff went to the pool with me and the kids and started trying to help me learn to swim. Before Friday, I have always been TERRIFIED of water. As long as my feet can touch and I am in control I am okay, but otherwise I am so scared of drowning. Well, on Friday I learned how to float on my back... all by myself! No floaties, lol!

And let me tell you, the feeling was exhilarating! So yesterday, I went back to the pool to practice some more.I am now able to swim on my back, and I can go backwards and forwards, lol. I don't know if this is really counted as swimming, but hey, it was awesome for me! And such a workout! After doing 1.5 laps, my arms, legs, and abs were so sore! But I felt so great. It's definitely going to be something I try to improve on this summer!

I feel very positive right now, and I think that this summer will definitely be a time to rest and focus on me. It's about time!