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Friday, October 24, 2014

Week 7... Really?

It's been a crazy week! Back to work and going 100 MPH. Early mornings, late nights. At least softball season will be over soon and I will have a few weeks off before basketball starts. The life of a busy, single mom, right?

Well, this week has also been good because I've been back in my food routine, and even made it to the gym a few times. Oh, and I wore my new pants and sweaters and felt AWESOME.


It's weird to me at times to really LOVE the way I look when I see my reflection. I'm proud of myself... flaws and all. 

No matter how slow I go, or how long this process takes me, I will never be the girl on the left again.

I've had a little scale frustration that I think I forgot to mention. Although I can really see the inches coming off, the scale is stuck again, of course. It may be my scale, because I was weighting the EXACT same 262.1 for about three days after I came back from vacation. I'm intending on getting batteries for another scale that I have, but I just decided to let it go for a while. 

Ya'll know I get scale obsessed. Right now, I just want to enjoy feeling great. And looking good, too. Who knows about that scale. Sometimes it's an accurate measurement for me. But sometimes it's a mind game. 

I can't believe I'm at the end of my seventh week of the personal trainer food. I see my stash dwindling and it makes me happy and sad at the same time. I've decided not to reorder right now. With the holidays coming up, I figure that I need to figure out my next step.

This food has been a GODSEND to me. It's got me back on track, and finally LOSING again. My sugar cravings are not gone, but they are manageable. And I feel like I know HOW to eat again. 


Everything that comes with my Personal Trainer Food is food that I can buy at the grocery store and cook, so I guess I will have to get back to meal prep. But I know the holidays are coming in the next month, and I DO want to splurge in moderation.

Yes, I am nervous. Moderation is not my strong suit. But I'm going to try.

I actually sat at a meeting on Wednesday with a table full of birthday cake and didn't have any. Yes, it looked and smelled so yummy. But I passed. I know I will have to pass a lot, and I know I can do it. But I do want to splurge. I want to eat Thanksgiving Dinner with my family.

I will figure that out when the time comes. For now, I'm going to enjoy the next week or so that my food will last. I have truly been spoiled by convenience!

3 comments:

Dee Dee said...

Awesome Job Hollie. I love following you.

bigmomma said...

your blog is awesome, i can completely relate. I've started my own journey blog here http://thebiggestjourneyofmylife44.blogspot.ca/ would love it if you'd follow mine

mark munro said...

Wow, welldone! such a great achievement!!

Did you ever use any personal training help? or online PT help? im considering it but dont wanna jump in without more answers about it, any reply would be great,

Im looking at http://theonlinept.com/ So if anyone knows anymore about what they offer i would really appreciate it, or any other online program that offers the same kinda thing :)

Once agai huge fan Hollie, keep up the good work your an insparation!